Friday, August 10, 2012

Long Time


Today, unexpectedly life forced me to think why I was born? Don’t know the reason why such weird thoughts sprang up in my brain. Thought much… I did… yeah thought much… I was a near about good student, loved geography… & physics too (quantum still fascinates me to the core)… that made me go against my parents wishes when I took science as majors. Don’t know what made me choose engineering as a career path… still those were my life revolutionary days. Revolutionary... by work & by thoughts... really… I know the 13 letter word revolutionary by both meaning and essence. Don’t teach me that !
 
Back then, I use to have dreams of bringing on a change… something that would catapult new ideas, bring in new avenues for growth and above all motivate people for sustainable and cohesive development. Breaking the past, those were the days when nights were spend thinking IDEAS and days visualizing their flow. Cherished them !

What I am unto now? Have I lost track? Is my present strong enough to hold my future? Aren’t I’m ruining my past? Revolution… where it stands now?

My mind isn’t able to answer my soul hundred such questions. It wants to be free… free of questions… free of floodgates… that oppose its flow… flow of those beautiful thoughts that once I cherished.

…. will continue

Disclaimer : I'm a human being... I ramble too, at times !

10 comments:

  1. Happens on not-so-good days :) Cheer up

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  2. well, just take a deep breath and start doing your best whatever you are doing right now....things will certainly start folding your way....:)

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  3. Awww! that's sad! but I would suggest you to make the best of everything.
    ''Man ka ho to accha, man ka na ho to aur bhi accha kyunki usme Iswar ki marji chipi hai''

    Maybe, after sometime you'll get to explore with your new ideas and visualization!
    Best wishes to you dear :)

    And Yes! I remember you asked me to teach you writings Haiku. I'd love to!

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  4. good luck
    thinking is good.

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  5. just a passing phase....everyone has them...this too shall pass :)

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  6. OHHH! AND LOL. this happens to me every other day. So we are "Ramblers" :P
    Time. Its a amazing word :)

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  7. Ohh! haha and lol :D :P
    I am a permanent rambler then ;)
    Time. Its a wonderful word na? :)

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  8. God knows if my comments even reach u or not! Trying since ages i think :\

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  9. Trust me, ranting like this is quite helpful. :D

    I hope you can find time and visit my blog http://theseasonedwoman.blogspot.in/
    and maybe we could follow each other? :)

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